The more I write about my wish lists one by one the more my heart aches to wait and wait… hoping only if they will ever come true.
I have this wish for years, ( I don’t remember since when but particularly when I entered my 20’s) that I wish to have a guitar and learn to play it as well. Merely as a hobby.
When I was little I had a piano, but it was just for time pass sake. Like I used to know to play whatever rhymes or poems that it had in its instruction manual that came along. But never had a deep interest to learn more.
The idea of getting a guitar and learning to play it came out of the blue. It is just a wish but I really wish to accomplish it. I love music and I would love to know to play some songs on a guitar.
I can’t sing though! I can’t even be a bathroom singer I am that bad…
If you are reading my wish lists every day, I have mentioned about camping someday. So if that ever comes true, I also imagine to play guitar on a starry night and enjoy the time around nature. Just the idea makes me smile.
I don’t have much to write in this post, because I really don’t know much about guitars, I can only know once I explore it. So I hope someday I make it through.
You know more than anything, writing about my wishlist made me realized that this is something I really wish to happen like without all of these I am incomplete. I am getting more serious about them and at the same time living with fear what if they’ll never come true.
More than anything, I wish to live a life where I feel alive…and at the moment, I don’t really feel alive, I just feel I am surviving…Nothing more than just breathing…