How have you been?
I am fine! Just fine…
Remember our Mantra?
“No one and nothing matters, all that matters is you and yourself. Learn to love yourself first and everything else will fall in place. Trust me!”
2019, have not been an easy year, not at least for me. It gave me a lot of good things but in a very hard way. It actually is like going into my nerves, annoying me the most, exhausting me but at the end bringing the best out of me. I don’t know how the rest of it goes, but I am not expecting it to be anything… Just neutral.
I am having a bowl of ice -cream while writing this. Past few days have been really tiring and hectic and not that great. It actually made me feel like there is no light in this darkness but then I somehow survived like always.
I did nothing much productive today that is while I am writing this post it’s still Friday and when you’ll read this post it will be Saturday. I just did one productive thing that is went gym today. I did not do any illustrations although a lot of work is to be done, I did not do any kind of art, or reading or anything. I just lazed around and it felt nice because I have been going too hard on myself since past few months/days and I really am in need of a break. And I feel okayish to not do anything and just laze around because it’s okay to do nothing at times… I hope I just don’t hang in this mood and tomorrow I’ll be back on being productive.
So, I thought maybe sharing my thoughts here would be like icing on the cake. I just feel like going on a mini-vacation now, like where there is no network and especially internet connections. Get back to reading which I am finding it hard to do, write, doodle, take a walk around nature and just be free of all the chaos and worries for some time.
Then I remember childhood, how wonderful that phase was and being adults we miss it so much. Adulting is hard, it’s worse… And I so wish to go back to my childhood. Do you feel the same?
I will end my blog here because I am really tired and feel like just lying up in bed and watching Netflix. I hope to have a better weekend, I have to catch up reading blogs, do some illustration work, do some art for fun and hopefully get back to reading.
Oh! I need to clean up this desk too, it’s too messy… See Adulting never leaves you alone… 🙁
Ignore my sentimental emotions and have a happy, relaxing and beautiful weekend ahead! Would love to know your plans too…
Also, I am really thankful to all those who shared their thoughts on my blog post. It really means a lot. Will be replying to comments soon…
P.s: Have you bought my poem book yet? It’s a collection of poems and is available on Amazon. Here is the link, do check it out.
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