Letter to my dearest Friend- Loneliness
How have you been?
Remember the mantra?
“No one and nothing matters, all that matters is you and yourself. Learn to love yourself first, rest everything will fall in place. Trust me!”
I am waiting to share this blog post since August, and I am very excited. I loved how this letter turned out and I really mean every word … So without taking much of your time, let’s jump to the letter.
You are to me what Romeo is to Juliet… Nah! too cliche…eww!
You are to me what Ross is to Rachel. Like they know they are perfectly good together but still want to play it around like fools… like how when one marries to someone unknown and then realizes that this person is so annoying as hell but got to stick around…
Yeah! that’s what you are to me! Annoying as hell at times, but you proved to be the best part of my life. No, I am not being sarcastic. I mean it…
I don’t exactly remember when you crept in my life but you did a good job as a friend to me! Like what they say, a true friend stands by you through thick and thin. Well, people proved a huge disappointment, that’s why I hate to socialize like even if a person is good to me, I know this person is not going to last forever… Like who does?
You proved the real friend to me, you stood by me, you gave me a reason to be hell strong even when my whole world would collapse, I know it’s only you who is going to stand by me even then.
You are the best teacher, you taught me to be strong in every situation because if I fall apart, there will be no one to pick me up, which is why you have been there to teach me to stay strong no matter what. It’s because of you I got to explore myself, I get to work harder, I get to know more about me. I got to know and still trying to know all the hidden talents within me. It is because of you I got to know what really I am capable of.
It is you who made me realize, to not be a fool to keep waiting and waiting and waiting for someone to come and rescue me or help me but be my own superhero, be not the Cindrella or all those fairy tale kind of princess but be a lioness who will stand strong even after being injured, or hurt and in fact, an injured lioness is more dangerous.
You taught me to fight with my demons all alone. When I get tired it is only you who let me lay my head on your lap and teach me to rest but not give up. It is okay to not be okay but not drown… To keep swimming but not surrender to the storms.
It is because of you I realized it is important to love myself first. I have to find happiness within me. With you, I can be just me and not be scared of being judged or scared of being rejected, being left out by anyone. You taught me that people come and go, but you, it is only you who will be forever. There is no forever with people, but you also walk to the grave with us.
You taught me that I need to learn to enjoy my own company and that I do not need anyone to make me happy. Because if we constantly depend on people to love us, to keep us happy, expect everything from people then one will never be happy. It was only you who expected nothing from me but just gave some amazing lessons in life, gave me the freedom to be me without being scared of being judged.
You are my true friend because all I know is I have found a safe place with you, a place which is more like mine and will stay mine forever. With you I realized where I was going wrong and now trying to stay on the track, because of you, I realized, I am my own superhero, I need to help my own self because no one is coming, I need to keep being strong because no one will care if my dreams and wishes remain incomplete but it will affect me because they are my dreams and my wishes. If I break no one will care let alone no one will even know or realize it. But you taught me to pick my own bits and pieces of my life and try to assemble it.
You taught me to be my own light in the darkness… No one can beat you when it comes to being my true and honest friend. Because even in a harsh way, you taught me the best of lessons in life. You stood by me when no one was… And I am not saying to gain self-pity or anything… I mean it from the bottom of my heart that what Loneliness has taught me, nothing could… It is a harsh truth of life. Which I happily in fact proudly would love to accept because it is only loneliness who made me this stronger… and guess what I am in love with myself… 🙂
Thank You for being there for me in every way possible. <3
Have a beautiful day ahead!
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